Saturday, 14 February 2015@ 01:33 0 ☰
Hi.I really love you okay .
Gugur. {budak-tomato}
@ 01:11 0 ☰
Gugurlah pemudi itu.
Bila cita-cita bertunjangkan nafsu.
Bila impian mengatasi keyakinan pada Tuhan.
Gugurlah pemudi itu.
Bila kekuatannya bukan kerana Tuhan.
Bila cintanya pada dunia melebihi cintanya pada agama.
Bila langkahnya menjauhi syurga.
Maka gugur juga pemudi itu.
Bila dia berjaya tawan hati berjuta manusia.
Tapi hati ibu bapanya terluka.
Umi abah.
Maafkan kesalahan saya.
Maafkan kesilapan saya.
Halalkan perjuangan saya untuk agama.
Redhakan pemergian saya.
Redhakan segala perilaku saya.
Maafkan saya yang kadang lupa.
Redha Allah itu terletak pada redha ibu bapa.
I love you, idiot.
Monday, 26 January 2015@ 06:06 0 ☰
It's funny how we met; for the first time. At the school, and I was like "Maaaann, you are so cute, handsome and blablabla". But honestly, you are, you are daaammmnn boring at first; but never mind. I used to think that you are only my doll; but that only last for only 2 weeks since I fall deeply in love with you. But, you don't like me. You hates me. You keeps saying to me "Kau ni serabot ah." You know, I even wanted to kill you. But I shrugged that intention to kill you away since I like you so much. Whatever, "I like you so much." That's a matter.
Fuck you. Ugh--
Friday, 8 August 2014@ 02:27 0 ☰
"Alfie?"
"Ye, kenapa? Ni siapa?"
"Yanna."
"Tak kenal."
Oh wow. You don't know me, Fie? Cool. Big star for you bro. You know what? I'm tired. Tired of searching you. Everyday. Every single minute. I'm asking to the all groups. KCR. MKR. TFOM. MAR. And etc lah. And finally, I found your friend named Fath. I'm glad that she is your nephew. She tells me that you are still join this fucking roleplayer world. She gives me your account. The link. I added you. You accepted me. And then I posted on your wall "Alfie? I'm Yanna." And then you replied "Tak kenal." Haaa. What's wrong with you dude? I missed you so much. How could you do this to me. Am I that easy to forget? Oh thank you, Fie. Thanks. :c You broke my heart. Congrats.
Down.
Thursday, 15 May 2014@ 02:06 0 ☰
You know, as much as you want me to be at home this week, I wanted to be at home too. I wanted to meet you and those guys. But you see, you are making me feel like a damn idiot if you keep ignoring me. Is that way of ignoring me makes you feel satisfied enough? Is it? I'm done with all of your cold treatments. I just don't understand. Was the 'I love you' is a lie or what? Are you trying to make fun of me? Are you trying to make me cry or what? For the million time I asked, did you really love me? Did you? You don't know how much pain you have added in me. Do you think it's pretty well living in this dammit cruel world? No- its not. You don't need to feel that way since you got your damn brothers and your parent cares about you. At least you got your mum to hug everyday. I do jealous. But I threw that away since I got you to hug. You are here with me; yet you even care much. I feel so loved, and your warmness making my heart fluttered for god sake. I don't care about the parent issues since you guys are there with me; even though you hurt me for a fucking infinity times. I love the way you care and all. You got to understand me, Syarif. I'm tired of crying and all. And you don't even gave a single shits about this. At least, Leya do care. thats why she is cute. nazril was lucky to have her. At least, I got a day off tomorrow and I will be having fun, otp or whatsover with you, Syarif. At least, Syarif. At least. I told you. I will be back as usual. don't make me waiting and scared. I just love you so much that I can't bear this shits by myself.
